Germany

Hi there, it has been a while .. Mom is now on Hospice care and I don't know if she is going to make it to the birth of her grandchild but we are hoping. Dad and I are leaving in a few weeks to go to a wedding in Germany ( my sister/ exchange student) I really can't wait I was in Germany once before but that was 15 years ago, I was so young and didn't appreciate it like I would now. If it wasn't for my mom being ill I think I would stay for a couple of months. Two week will have to do. I just don't know what to see out there. I will be in the Western part of the country and I can use some ideas.. I have I jet now..

I left Ca

So here it is May, I now live in AZ have no job and I am living with my parents at 31.... Well it isn't what most would think. I moved to my parents place because my mom has cancer for the third time. The Dr. says it is treatable but not curable so.. I have moved to be near my mom and dad to help them life the time she has left.. funny thing is that it could be 3 months or 23 years, they have no idea. I will have a job as soon as i quit my other one and open my own bakery, yep a bakery my dream come true.
My brother and his wifey are expecting a bundle of joy this Nov so mom has to be here to see her first grandchild. I am excited to be an Aunt for the third time, especially that i will actually see this one and speak to this one the other two are not in my life. I just know they are in the world. in Texas with their mother and not my brother.

no reunion

So soon after i started hanging out with him again i realized why I didn't continue the relationship before. We just don't fit and I hate his laugh. That is huge.. if you don't like someones laugh you can go crazy!!!

Reunited??

So three years ago I was introduced to a man by some friend that I had at the time. It was summer and for the first time in a long time this man was someone I clicked with. We started seeing eachother and things were alltogether great. Then the friend that introduced us tried to take her life, thus started my pre-occupation of helping her get better. because of this, I broke up with this man.

We kept in touch over the three years by e mail and the phone very casual. He moved to another state and is now back in Cali, we met for drinks and he asked if I would consider going out with him again. Is this stepping forward or reliving the past? We had no issues, and laugh a lot. I like him enough to start again, but should I?

He says that he has never stopped thinking about me and that he had compared all the women he dated after me to me. Is this good? I thought about him but not so much, more of what is he up to. So what.. am I over analyzing this? shall I just go with the flow?

Me on a great day !!! I was asked to be a make-up model for a friend and this is how the pic turned out!!

I just finalized a breakup that took way to long to happen, and I am relieved that we can both go on with our lives he is a great guy. I just couldn't see us together any longer. It hurt but not enough to make me fret about it. we were just very different at the core.

So i finally got a new car... After driving a 1992 Acura vigor from 1997 to 2006, I purchased a 2007 saturn Ion. Silver tented windows I LOVE IT!!!! That is my dad... silly dad.

This is my big brother Chad and me. July 2006

Hello

So I am new to this so give me some time but here is a start . This is Mynx my kitty.